Current mood:

sad

Pammy
My good friend and fellow Jaycee from FLa died yesterday. She's the one who got me into the Jaycee's. Was my management VP when I was president so I would have help. She came to my graduation and always listened to my DJ shows since I moved so we wouldnt lose touch. She was loud and abrasive and loyal and outgoing and a goer and a doer and just the thought of her not being around anymore is breaking my heart. You know how some people you just cant imagine the world without? She's one of them. Day before yesterday I was pricing tickets to fla so I could go see my grandparents and her.I can't imagine her gone.I'll always owe pam so much. She never missed one of my speaches. She never missed one of my awards. She taught me so much. She had a huge influance on my life and has supported me through my desicions with matt 100 percent. I'm gonna miss her so much. I can't belive it. She's 34 and just gone.